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Drugs and the Aura

        Drugs and the Aura or Energy Field of the Human Body

 I am not against the use of any kind of medication. The purpose of this article is to explore possible options and take other ideas into consideration. I recognize that medications are necessary and needed by many people. I took them for years until I found other ways to make my pain lessen or go away. Medications can keep us alive and allow us to function in the world while we seek ways to handle or deal with our pain, or not deal with our pain, or just simply, do the best we can to live happily.

Please do not read this page if you do not want to stop taking medicine or will be disturbed by current or new ideas about energy work, spirits or a frank discussion of how these medications can possibly work or what they can do to our bodies and minds or how they might open us up to influence. I have found in my own life that it is God and Christ that protect me and us and who helped me heal my wounds.


I am not the only person that has discovered while doing this work that drugs, alcohol and other substances can damage the aura or the energetic bodies of the person. This includes legal and illegal substances such as alcohol, cigarettes, marijuana, cocaine, tranquilizers, anti-depressants and the like. I understand that we are in a place where we need these medications to help us and they do; however, I do feel that we can move beyond some of these substances if we can become more familiar with our own energies and how other methods of treatment beyond the traditional work. This includes sound, color, nutrition, energy and other methods.

Substance use can also open doors to negative influences and possibly possession by entities not in a physical body or not so nice other-worldly entities. As some medications expand our energy field it creates holes where energies of a lower vibration can then influence us or enter our energy field, which is part of our protection. Just because one cannot see the energy fields does not mean that there isn't anything happening. More is happening that you know.

I personally have over 1,000 hours of training about the workings of the physical body and the energetic fields. This is in addition to thousands of hours of energetic work over the last ten years with my energy field.

I personally was an addict in every sense of the word so I am not judging anyone by any means. I have been there and in the pit of hell with mental illness and addiction, including PTSD, depression and suicidal thoughts. Had I not had a family that helped me physically and given me a place to stay I would have been out on the streets for a time.

I started with smoking marijuana when I was in junior high school. I even got busted for this and had to spend a more than a few hours in the local juvenile detention center. Had a few cigarettes in junior high as well. My parents hardly drank because their parents were severe alcoholics and they didn't do any kind of drugs at all. I got the cigarettes and marijuana from kids older than me by a few years and a few young adults in the same crowd.

I used drugs, food, alcohol ... because I was uncomfortable with what I was feeling and I didn't know better or healthier ways to handle my life. Nobody really talked to me at all about what was really going on in my life or taught me how to handle anger, conflict or my emotional life in general. So, I just learned how to block out what I was feeling so that things just went away. Obviously, this wasn't healthy but I knew of no better ways at the time. After my sister shot herself I went seeking help and was given prescriptions for anti-depressants. Then the panic attacks started to happen and the psychiatrist gave me a prescription for a tranquilizer but I don't recall him ever asking me what happened or why I thought it was happening. I never connected it to the stalking and what happened years earlier. I never made that connection and apparently he didn't either. I did this for ten years and I thought I was in the best possible place to get help.

Things didn't get better as I got older and even though I sought counseling I was never referred to any group therapy or skill learning place where I could learn what I needed. I was not an addict when I was younger. I smoked and I used drugs in a recreational way on the weekend but never any more than that until years later when I got very, very sick. Then, I used much harder street drugs and I still had prescriptions for anti-depressants and tranquilizers to handle the panic attacks created by the trauma. I had a huge three year binge on drugs and alcohol because they were helping me more than the anti-depressants until I knew that I just could not continue on that road anymore because I would die. After that, you see the results of years of effort to get better and make a difference in my life. Today, I no longer feel the need to smoke, drink or do any kind of drug. I enjoy life and even the more difficult feelings are living instead of only surviving.

I am telling you some of what happened to me just so you know that I'm not just picking on anyone here about the damage or their habits. Not only did I do the crime, I have had to do the time to fix all of the damage. I'm still fixing damage to my physical body and I don't know that it will ever recover completely.

It has taken me YEARS to repair my energy fields and my physical body to some degree. My physical body still suffers horribly from the effects of years of taking the prescription medications such as anti-depressants and tranquilizers, as well as alcohol, cocaine and other drug use. My energy fields are MUCH, much stronger now even though even though considerable damage was done to the energy fields over my lifetime. This damage was from suppression and shrinking of the energy fields, the trauma, fear and in many other ways in addition to substance use.

I do know that when I was doing drugs that I was aware of many other things and other dimensions. At the time I wondered and I thought that if I could see and do these things on drugs then maybe I could start to do all of the things I could do then without them. Well, it has taken me years and years but now I can do all of those things, see those things and much more without the drugs or alcohol.  I also know now that drugs make me feel numb, blocked and actually bring me down out of an expanded, more aware state of mind instead of taking me higher like they used to when I was younger. I think that I was so contracted before energetically that the drugs did expand me in some ways. Now I don't need the substances to feel connected and more aware and relaxed. I know now that I can do all of those things with practice and learning and that these states of being are natural and part of us.

We are part spirit and there is no reason why we should not be able to be more aware, more able to heal ourselves and more able to do so many more things than we are presently doing. Yes, it takes time and effort and commitment but it has, in my personal opinion, been more than worth the time and the effort that I spent in trying to develop my spiritual side. In all actuality I don't do many of the things that drugs opened me up to like seeing into the other dimensions or any of the "psychic" abilities because for now I feel that it is safer for me if I stay away from those things. I do however, feel like I have a much better connection with my own self and the Creator, as well as a much larger understanding of how energies work in my own body and thus, others and the world at large. There is so much we could learn that would help this world be a better place and there is so much more we can learn about how to heal ourselves, others and this world in ways other than the physical. It will however require that each person learn how to connect with their own spirits in their own hearts first. That is how these changes will come about because there is no other way to learn these things other than by each person making the connection with our Creator as well. It is from the Creator that our spiritual life force comes and it is thus, a joint effort, and not one done by oneself.

I know your pain. I did drugs, legal and other, because I only wanted to stop the pain and I knew of no other way how at the time. I know why you want to stop the pain but we are doing so much damage to our energetic bodies with these substances and possibly opening ourselves up to influence or worse from the dark side. The fragmenting and fracturing of my mind and energetic body(ies) in that regard, combined with drugs use, left me open to negative influence which I have had to get rid of and call upon God and Christ for help. This really is no laughing matter. The pain in my head from those influences and the emotional pain that I blocked with drugs for years, along with drug residue and such, have been incredibly difficult for me to release. The pain is very hard to release even with the help of God and it is almost unbearable at times as it leaves. This is the pain that was underneath and directly related to the fracturing of my mind, which then contributed to the severe depression and the mental breakdown as well as suicidal thoughts because the pain was so intense. With love and understanding and emotional support this pain is much easier to release.

I have spent thousands of hours trying to build, repair and strengthen my energetic fields and body. This is how long it takes to repair the damage, at least from what I have seen in my own life. Most people don't work this hard at it, but I wanted to live, so for others, it may take a very long time and even lifetimes if you believe in reincarnation. I feel like I personally have done three lifetimes of work as a result of my efforts. It can be done but it is not easy. It requires time, effort and commitment. Still, a person could repair lots and lots of damage with some effort and just letting it happen naturally over the years.


Additions 3/12016 - Actually, I was still trying to do much of this by myself instead of letting God into my life in a bigger way. Because of trust issues and what I had seen this took me a while to get used to having God as a loving Father figure and Jesus as a companion. If you are having this difficulty, please know that the more I let God into my life, the easier it get and it is not as painful. Some things are still hard to work through but God's love is so soothing and He is so wonderfully loving and protective that things are much easier. The more I let Him into my life and into my heart in a loving relationship with Him the easier it gets.


See the following quotes from others on this topic:


In my experience of using biofield therapies at a drug and alcohol treatment center, whenever I scanned [energetically] someone who was on a host of psychiatric medications for anxiety, depression, panic, etc. etc., it would always feel as though they were wearing a space helmet! The muffling or heaviness around their head area felt like a large, dense wall, blocking things from both going in or out. Just an observation, not a judgement, because they obviously benefitted from using these prescriptions.

When I was taking medications or using drugs or smoking or anything else, I obviously needed something to help me blunt or block out what I was unable to feel at the time. These medications, legal or illegal, can help us until we are strong enough to do it without them. It takes effort but it can be done if you want to get yourself off any kind of substance, legal or illegal.


In parallel (and paradoxically), smoking a cigarette is relaxing. In fact, it soothes the artificial edginess generated by the physiological withdrawal of nicotine. In association with alcohol and drugs, tobacco is often used to relax. In fact, although this substance does not alter the conscience, it has all the other effects of psychotropic drugs. Unfortunately, smoke and tar clog the lungs, the primary receptacle of the surrounding vital energy we breathe. Lungs are the main instruments of breathing, which is the technique on which all energy practices are based.

In addition, smoke lays down a grey veil on the ethereal bodies. A clogged respiratory system is not an efficient tool for the fluidity of the energy in the body.



Marijuana proponents say that smokers tend to be peaceful, in contrast to alcohol drinkers. Though this can be observed easily enough, it still doesn't validate the use of a substance that creates an energetically fragmented condition in the aura. I observe that the fragmented aura condition of marijuana smokers keeps them seemingly peaceful, but at a price. The fuzzy aura condition of smokers keeps them from fully feeling their emotions, and when you understand this, it reveals a different, and somewhat less happy explanation regarding their preferred emotional suppression method.

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Since most people using drugs are not practicing shamans or others with the proper knowledge or training to use substances such as peyote, tobacco, mescaline and others in a sacred and non-abusive way, this topic is not covered.

This page is meant to provide information to those who are using drugs in a recreational or abusive manner and who may not have any idea of the damage that they could be or are doing to themselves or their energy fields



You can expand, be more creative, be more calm, be more loving, be more in touch with yourself and others, reach higher and reach God without taking any kind of substance.


The following sites are for those who would like more information on our energetic bodies or to see what they look like to those who have the ability to see the energies.             Information about the chakras and energy of the body.  

Great site with diagrams of the chakras, the vortexes of the chakras, locations, colors, minor chakras, energy flows in the body and much more. Take a look. We are energy and we are vibration and the diagrams at this site show it well.

So, we can help our energy and our bodies to be stronger with the foods that we eat, exercise, learning new skills to protect ourselves emotionally and mentally, using herbs and whole, natural foods, increasing our connection with ourselves and our Creator, among other things. I found that my energy increased over the years and that I felt stronger in all ways, including feeling like the strength of my energetic field or aura became stronger over the years. I now feel more whole, more protected and more sound that I have ever felt.



        The important thing is this: to be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are; for what we could become.

                                                                                                                                                -Charles Dubois



                                                                                         Be a leaf on the tree of life.


                                                    What Would You Do With a Second Chance?



Alkaloids are bitter organic compounds which are derived from plants bearing seeds. Aspirin, caffeine, cannabinoids (THC, THCV, CBD, CBC), cocaine, morphine, nicotine, etc., are all alkaloids. Alkaloids provide the heating quality in hot peppers. Peyote contains the most powerful alkaloids in the world. Drugs such as ecstasy, in their original plant derivation (from sassafras and nutmeg) contain alkaloids as their active agents.

Wolfe, David, The Sunfood Diet Success System: 36 Lessons in Health Transformation, San Diego, CA, Maui Brothers Publishing, 2000, pg. 166.


We can see from the effects of alkaloids on the body, why drugs, coffee, and the smoking of marijuana and tobacco, etc. are so popular. The typical body, acidified by a cooked animal-food diet, is actually alkalized or balanced by the alkaloids of these substances and achieves glimpses of higher consciousness.

By eating significantly more green-leafy vegetables, especially wild herbs, one will alkalize the body chemistry and be able to tap into the natural human frequency more easily and more often, without drugs or their side-effects. … Placing green leaves in an acid body raises the consciousness as the body becomes more alkaline.

Wolfe, David, The Sunfood Diet Success System: 36 Lessons in Health Transformation, San Diego, CA, Maui Brothers Publishing, 2000, pg. 167.



Here is a thought for those that feel reincarnation might be true:

What if we can change our lives and our world for the better by increasing our spiritual connection with God? By this I mean, what if we can help those who are unfortunate in life later in this game of life and this world? What if, as we grow and learn more compassionate ways of living and nurturing our spiritual side, we could help those who cannot handle the pain of this world and choose suicide or slow death by drugs and such as a way out of this world? What if as we grow, sometime later, we could help those who are crippled, blind, mangled, suicidal and such by giving them a new opportunity for a new life in a different world? Maybe if we learn to have a larger spiritual connection with ourselves and with God then we could help them have another chance at life in a world where their pain or their difficulties would be understood better or in a healthier way? Maybe we could help all of the murderers, abusers, pedophiles, Satanists, suicides, alcoholics, cripples, blind and others who have damaged their own souls and who might be in a state of limbo or an unfortunate state of some kind of hell, have another chance at the go-around we call life? Maybe they wouldn't have to end up going lower and lower because this world does not know how to care for those who are suffering so terribly. Maybe we could give them and ourselves another chance or difference choices or chances to make better choices. Maybe we could redeem our own selves in the process.

                                                                                                                                What do you think?




If you use drugs, you risk being re-born in your next lifetime as a cripple, retarded or both, simply because there might be not enough information in your consciousness (your subconscious mind) to build your new body properly.


Both drugs ~ pharmaceutical/recreational ~ and alcohol expands the energy field very rapidly! Our aura is our protection so when we consume something that makes us high ~ our soul energy literally rises out of our body (we get high) and our aura will expand very rapidly trying to contain our energy, which oftentimes, creates a spider web like effect with holes and tears in our aura. Holes and tears in the aura allow negative energies to sneak in.


                                        Christ can protect you and help you.


Not too long ago, I saw a demon in the eyes of a drug addict. The addict probably doesn't even know he/she is being influenced in any way. I saw it in the person's eyes when it took over and all I can do is pray for this person. The demon was clearly letting me know that he was inside the person, challenging me and laughing because I couldn't do anything. All I could do is watch it and wonder if the person even knew it was inside of them. I couldn't do anything because this person didn't want help.

Does this scare you? It should but not unnecessarily so. These things can be removed by God and Christ. Go to them for help or to a priest or pastor.

I would like to point out that I have only seen this possession a few times and only because I saw the demonic being directly in the eyes of the person being influenced. Not everyone that does drugs is possessed. Most probably are not but there is the possibility if one uses substances that alter the mind and deplete the energetic field. If one is not protected by God that would also be a factor, among other things. Trauma such as sexual abuse can allow them to get in as well as other factors. Don't overreact and think that everyone is possessed. Just be aware that it could happen. See a priest or pastor if you think this could be an issue or ask God and Christ for help.

How come so few want to acknowledge that demons really exist and that they can possess people?

Because nobody ever taught most of us how to deal with this part of life.

It happens. I had to kick a few out of my own life because of drug use. Not necessarily out of my body but there were a few of those too because of the darkness I had let into my life. They can and do influence us when we use any kind of drug, alcohol or other substances to get high or escape our troubles or kill our pain.

This stuff is real. They do exist and we are letting them into this world more and more every day. Why do you think that deliverance ministries are springing up and evangelicals are getting stronger. That should be a clear sign that the sides are being chosen and that both the light and the dark are getting stronger.


Here is a site with some thoughtful, well-presented information:


Before we get into the warning signs, I want to make an important point. What follows is a guide; it can help you to make a determination whether there is a psychiatric problem or a demonic one. However, it is not the end all. One should not read an article on brain tumors and diagnose themselves as having one. Neither should they look at this article and decide they are possessed by an evil entity. If you are the type of person who is very suggestible, I suggest you do not read any further. The purpose of this article is to inform people regarding what is out there. It is not meant to scare the hell out of anyone. If you feel that you are or may be possessed, please contact a professional. You can contact this website or any other site that deals with the subject of demonic possession. Do not diagnose yourself.


For anyone being haunted, disturbed, nightmares, demonic attack, hallucinations, hearing voices, seeing things and other things that disturb one in the mind please note:

I found that for me, reading the Bible helped to keep me safe from those demons that would do me harm. God protected me but when they could get to me in my dreams and what I saw, then reading the Bible helped to put God’s word into my mind so that they could not influence me while I was reading. They could influence me if I was just lying there in bed but once I started reading they would go away. Many times they would not leave right away but eventually they would go away.


God and Jesus Christ can and do protect us from these

dark energies.


If experiencing demonic attack here are some suggestions:

        Talk to a pastor or priest.

        Know that God and Christ are there for you and will protect you. You must ask them for help.


        Read the Bible

        Bible Study

        Go to church regularly.

           Look at and change those things in your life that might be causing or contributing to these things - get rid of any games, music, videos, movies, fear, satanic activities, dragons, spells, witchcraft or anything else not of God out of your life and out of your home. Change what you eat, what you watch, what you read, what you listen to and where you live if necessary to help you on your way. Stop drinking, stop doing drugs, stop abusing, cussing or cursing and watch your language and any other temptation or sin that might allow influence in your life.



Jesus/Yeshua/Christ spent some of his time casting out demons. Perhaps there was a reason for this being mentioned in the Bible and other holy books. Maybe because it is a subject that we should take a look at in more detail. I don't think that it has to be a huge amount of time but it seems to me that it is a subject that we should learn more about and learn to deal with in our lives.


I saw another demon once in the eyes of a woman when I was at a party. When they know the person doesn't want help or they are in control they are brazen and they delight in making sure that you see them. This one appeared as the woman was eating bacon wrapped shrimp, two of the most unclean foods which we are advised not to eat in the Bible. The demon was literally very much enjoying that I could see it but do nothing.


The Foursquare Churches have classes in casting out demons. Let me see what I can find and I will post it here.


Additions 3/12016 - Actually, I was still trying to do much of this by myself instead of letting God into my life in a bigger way. Because of trust issues and what I had seen this took me a while to get used to having God as a loving Father figure and Jesus as a companion. If you are having this difficulty, please know that the more I let God into my life, the easier it get and it is not as painful. Some things are still hard to work through but God's love is so soothing and He is so wonderfully loving and protective that things are much easier. The more I let Him into my life and into my heart in a loving relationship with Him the easier it gets.


Cannabis use linked to gene mutation [and cancer]

Although the association between cannabis use and severe illnesses such as cancer has previously been documented, how this occurs and the implications for future generations was not previously understood.

Associate Professor Stuart Reece and Professor Gary Hulse from UWA's School of Psychiatry and Clinical Sciences completed an extensive analysis of literary and research material to understand the likely causes and uncovered alarming information.

"Through our research we found that cancers and illnesses were likely caused by cell mutations resulting from cannabis properties having a chemical interaction with a person's DNA," Associate Professor Reece said.

"With cannabis use increasing globally in recent years, this has a concerning impact for the population."

Although a person may appear to be healthy and lead a normal life, the unseen damage to their DNA could also be passed on to their children and cause illnesses for several generations to come.




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