Save Our Spirits



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Closed Heart








CLOSED HEART MEDITATION
@SaveOurSpirits

2005

This is a meditation done of the heart so that I could see what it looked like when it was closed, as opposed to the open heart meditations.  Although this meditation was done years later, one can go back and revisit a situation and see it in a different manner. This is what my heart looked like when I was in the abyss. I felt alone and isolated.  All I could feel was pain. I had shut everyone and everything that I could out because I couldn’t handle all the pain and the trauma in my life. I felt betrayed, traumatized and unsupported emotionally.  Mostly it was because I never learned how to  be comfortable with or speak about my feelings or being myself. It was never okay for me to show emotion or to talk about what I was feeling so I stuffed them all. As a result of trying to shut out the pain I also shut out everything else. This armor around my heart felt like the iron bulkheads on a ship – thick and nobody could get in or near me. It was how I was protecting my heart because I didn’t know how to let others in to help me. Even my world around me was as sparse emotionally as the picture shows – a couple of flowers or trees but not much of anything else. It was very sparse and barren indeed







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